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Sunday, August 10th, 2003
2:36 pm - Reminisce
I tried to delete all of the entrys in this whole thing but..why..what is the point..i was just frustrated because i still love her and she doesnt give a damn. so i stopped at this entry because it's one of the best ones.

I hope your satisfied Jeanette.

current mood: Giving up
current music: "You'll miss me when im gone"

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Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
5:53 pm - ahhhhh today has made me sleepy already hahah
I love your "man" arms ( not girly ones so shut up ) I love your laugh and your nose haha o boy that is just the kind of nose that you have the urge to pick : ) ....your chest is sooooo ahhhhh i just wanna see it now and well lets just say that your whole "physical" body is so perfect to me and I want you to KNOW that okay? we shouldn't even mention your heart and your brain you actually use it to think unlike most guys : ) I am proud of you always..... you are the sweetest guy ive ever known adn you CARE ABOUT ME!!!!! that is soemthing new to me I mean people have cared about me but just never as much as you have and as unconditional.... i just want you to know that you are my everything my reason for breathing thank you for being you

ahhhhhhhh it feels so good to be in love : *



muah muah muah


love you boob

current mood: hot
current music: the TV

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12:24 am - just wanted to say
that i love you jeanette and i never want to do anything to hurt you ...never.. thank you for takig a chance on me and i swear im not like the rest of them : *

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Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
5:21 pm - guess what today is ...........
mine and o's 5 mnth mark ahhhhhhhhh it is so seriously perfect between us i am so in love with him...he has changed my life in so many ways....everyday is so much brighter and i wake up with this huge smile on my face....i can't think God enough for him ....... Thank you o so much o so so much : )


Today we had soccer practice and i left my shinguards at home haha big mistake.....hahah....


Tonight at 8 we are supposed to be finding out if we are going to war or not .... its sort scary... cause ya know my brother is 18 and JO is 18 !!!!!! I dont know what i would do if the had to go and i know at the moment i am probably reading way to much into it but ya know what i can cause i am quite the type to worry about my big brother and my boobie and yes i said boobie hahaha.

Jo: I just can't tell you enough you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and i never want to lose that ever ever..... and it feels so good to know that your momma approves of me heck ( i still haven't cussed) she even likes me : )

::big big huge fat smiles::


brrrrrr its cold up in this joint....



Well I got a psychology project to work on so ima go and yes once again i said "ima" lol i love you boob
and miss garner you can just bite me

muahmuah


i love you with all of my heart joseph michael pieretti.....................................................................................................................................................................


ahhhhhhhhhhh to be young and in love : )

love,
JNM yours always

current mood: cold
current music: brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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Saturday, March 15th, 2003
4:21 pm - thinking
about my boobie...




i love you!!!!

current mood: smily

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Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
6:49 pm - simply...ye deeply meant....
I love you




...ahhhh

current mood: completed

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Tuesday, March 11th, 2003
5:38 pm - my boobie at a game
my poor boobie had to go to a soccer game and i dont know when she willg et back and i just was able to sign on so that i could write a little about this and that.. and how she means the world to me and how my love for her is unconditional and it will always stay that way..i wish she would sign on right now so i could hear her voice and be reassured everything is ok....


i miss her so much..i am going to get offline now just in case she called.. i love my boobie.. muah mauh

current mood: hopeful

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Monday, March 10th, 2003
5:10 pm - just got home
I just got home from the soccer game....i played figures i have played every away game arg just not the nome ones hahaha....okay now on to what i realized while we were practicing before the game well should i say "warming up" WHATEVER.....okay well ..... i was talking to the girls on the team well some of them anyway lol and we were talking about how good Jo is to me....he is so the perfect boyfriend and i am so spoiled by him lol.....i realize that dont think that i don't and i am so thankful for him and the way he treats me....i feel like such a lil princess....and that is the best feeling in the world and i mean i have always known that i had it good but i saw so much of it today ..okay well jo had to go to work at 5 but he drove me to my game at hunt and stayed s long as he could before he had to go to work and that was so sweet casue he didnt get to stay that long but he still drove me there : ) and then ...as if that wasnt good enough when he was gonna leave he went and left a note in the bus door so that when i got outta the game i would be able to read it : ) mmmm so sweet....abby found it in the door and when i got back on the bus she was like jeanette i think this is yours i was like awwww and when the game was just abuot to start i looked and saw him walking back and i thought that maybe that is what he did but it was still such a suprise to me to get to read something from my nutmeg.....ahhh i love you so much jo and you are so sweet and perfect for me and you treat me so well...i know that sometimes i can be so retarded and got upset about stupidness and over stuff that i just read WAY to much into and youa re so good to me you are always there for me through everything even when i get upset like when i miss my grandma or about me dad none of that is your fault and some people would just leave and say they dont need my drama and that just isnt your style you dont just leave me and that means so much to me ..the important thing in a relationship is that you are THERE..and that YOU are...even when there is nothing you can do about it and you don't let me push you away and i am so sorry that i try to when i get upset but i dont know what to do .. so i just try to push you away because that is what i have always done to keep my self far enough away to be safe...but with you everything is so different it is like a whole new ball game i mean i dont have to be afraid and you have told me more than once "you can't push me away Jeanette" and you dont know how much that means to me even though i may not act like it makes my heart melt when i know that you are there to stay....you are so good to me i just can not say thank you enough thank yout ahnk you thank you ..you are my, sunshine every single morning ( even on rainy days: ) you bring that extra smile to my life the one that i so often need and depend way to much on...you are my laughter .. without our jokes and even our sad humor my life would never have been this good for the past 4 months soon to be 5 : ) .... you are my everything.... you have changed my entire life and dont think it is a bad thing because you have only changed me in wonderful ways like you have made me feel like i AM pretty no excuse me beautiful... you have made me feel like i AM worth someone that cares about me ..you have made me feel like i AM a princess and I DO deserve to be treated that way... you have made me FIANLLY feel that I am truely in love and that i am truely loved my someone so wonderful for me.....you have made me most of all HAPPY AND LOVED AND SO PERFECT!!!!!
Nobody else has ever made me feel this way and I am so glad that we have the relationship that we do I mean we both see things the same way and what know what we need in life and that is each other it feels so good to know don't you think so boobie?

Well I am gonna go call my nutmeg he should be off work by now o my god i hope so hahaha well i love you boobachay

muahmuahmuahmuahmuahmuahmuah.......
PS
I LOVE YOU O SO MUCH MORE!!!

goodnight everybody hope you all enjoyed reading about my deep love and trust in that special someone for me thank god i finally found you Jo : *

Thank you again for being so perfect o my god everybody sees it.....you are so perfect for me muahmuah


love always,
your lil vixen

current mood: nervous
current music: blahblahblah

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Sunday, March 9th, 2003
5:13 pm - Another night of infinite perfection...
Let's start out at thursday...

thursday ...i was supposed to go to work but i was enjoying being around Jeanette so damn much that i had to call in sick to work because i was diagnosed with being allergic to cauliflower..hahah where do i ome up with this stuff...so i spent the day with my bambino and then friday i went to work... and it feels so unreal spending the night at jeanettes because it feels like we are married..and i get to tuck her in and kiss her goodnight and that is also why we have become so close...and i realize how much we do have and how fortunate i am to have such a perfect girlfriend..she doesn't believe so...its truly a shame because i would kill to keep her in my life and it hurts me so much when she thinks she is a bad girlfriend..she is so sweet..even when im being a total asshole she is still the sweetest thing...she is so undescribeable..oh well back to friday now i went to school with her ...ahh she is so lovely.. i am so lovely in love with her...and friday i had to work til 10..and got my mom to drop me off...then my boobay got home and she was very tired so we talked and i tucked her into bed..ahhh sunday is where it gets really..."hardcore" hahah jk...saturday i had to go to work once again but my boobie had to as well but saturday we went around shopping and i got to get her a body wave.. ahh i love to spend money on her it makes me feel more like a good boyfriend that i can spoil my lady..and she is resistant but i work my ways on her.. she wants to accept but she doesnt want to seem greedy...haha oh well i love her with all my being.. and after we got her hair done we did a few things..i was trying to look in wal mart for a _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ....but i couldnt find one that i wanted..i found them but i didnt want the ones they had....so i got her a few little things.. and i went down the card isle and i say these 4 feet in bed on this card and i knew i didnt have to read it because it was perfect for us without a doubt..and then i put it in her car..just to show her i love her and i was thinking about her...and every perfect girl deserve it now and then.. but not alot so that it loses its significance..but just the right amount..but there is only one perfect girl so .. thats jeanette sorry other people..she is mine... and then i went to old navy so that she would see the card and roses and the pack of gum i didnt get her the other day...then saturday she came home and i am such a loser..i act like a differnet person when im around levy and she hates it and ..i really hate upseting her because she had all these goodies for me and it jsut broke my heart that i let her down.. but we had a long talk about everything.. and how my life was ..and how its so much better now...it hurts to tell it but it is more than compensated when you have someone that really cares to listen ..and jeanette is that person..she is so much more than a girlfriend she is a friend and a companion and my love of my life...i spent the night saturday.. ahh i got to tuck her in ..we talked til 2 30..and i broke a promise to her and it hurts so much to let her down because i try so hard not to break promises and she forgives me so easily and i wish she wouldnt let it go sometimes because i could have made things different.. but im glad so so glad she forgives me...ill try my hardest not to let her down again...and well i slept so peacefully sunday...sunday morning my bambino wakes me up and brings me to the breakfast table...and oh my god OH MY GOD.. my bambino is so thoughtful and SWEET!!!! she brought my boxers back to trturn them for a smaller size...she is so so so so caring and she just takes such perfect care of me..sunday i tried to lie and not go to work but it didnt work because i have a conscience plus jeanette made me go.. which i was being a baby about going....but she looked so sad when i was working..i felt so bad and i didnt know what to do....and oh my god....DAmn i missed her so much at work i could help but call her when the one guy stepped out and then i wrote her a little letter.....nothing too much just telling her she is my universe..ahhhh i aprreciate her so much i jsut hope she realizes that..so much to write and so little time...after i got out of work she picked me up and took me to my house..where i had to look at my moms car...Lime Green.....then we went on the computer for my brother then..lets say..ML...oh my god OH MY GOD...crazy crazy crazy...POP.....nutmeg....then we workedon her french projet and then put this mask stuff on..ah they were both very interesting.. ahhh great minds at work.. haha my mom is saying jeanette was a cute child.. ahhh sheis so adoreable my bambino..then unfortunately she had to go ..and that just crashes my world of bliss down ...but then ill get to see her tomorrow and its back to cloud 999...well im on cloud 999 right now talking to her..ahh well i have to wrap this up but she truly doesnt know how precious she is in my eyes...and she may never know but as long as she knows that when i see her my life couldnt be better...she completes me.,....

current mood: ecstatic
current music: dont change...in my mind

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10:16 am - i have had a wonderful weekend..........
Well okay lets see what happened umm okay thursday Jo, me my brothers, my mom , and my stepdad all went out to eat ..then me and jo and levy went to the mall and i got my nails done....ummm yeah so basicly that was all good in the hood cause i got to spend time with my bobay.....Friday i went to school o my gosh Miss Garner ( dun dun dunnn) gets on my nerves argggg....she is so stupid and she is so haating on me but ya know what its all good cause i am almost outta her class anyways so i will be okay once i pass it ......but i have this feeling that if i ever get sent to chill out it will without a doubt be by her arrrgggg....okay lets see umm what else ...yeah i went to soccer practice that was good cause Jo came and watched me but he made me nervous lol ...then he had to go to work : \ and so did I but we hung out after work for a while ; ) ...then Sat. morning we went and he got his hair cut and i got a bodywave my boobay spoils me so much..and he left two roses and a card in my passengers car seat so that when i went into the parking lot to leave i would see it aahhhh its he so freaking sweet.....then we went to old navy and then to the mall and we also ate burger king that morning for breakfast like the two pigs that we are hahaha...then we had to come home though cause we both had to work sat. night
; \ and today ( sunday for those "slower" people) we hung out cause he didnt have to go into work till 12 and so being that i didnt have to work at all i hung out with him......and when he gets off work at like 4 then me and him are gonna go to his house nad hang out with his momma : )
we played monopoly this morning and jo is such a sad lil cheater hahaha he would have cheated if he thought he could have gotten away with it but i am just to quick for him.......
i love joseph so much o my gosh he means so much to me and sometimes i just sit and look at him he is so sexy mainly when he doesnt know that i am watching him and its hard to catch him off guard but when i do i am so pleased with me self hahaha....there isnt anything that i wouldnt do for Jo ...he has done so much for me ....ahh i love him so.... last night we were talking and he told me all this stuff that he has never told anyone else and it wasnt the first time he has told me some of his secrets....i feel so close to him and there is stuff that i have told him that nobody else knows about me and there is noone else i would rather know that him..
Unforgettable, that's what you are
Unforgettable, though near or far
Like a song of love that clings to me
How the thought of you does things to me
Never before has someone been more

Unforgettable in every way
And forever more, that's how you'll stay
That's why, darling, it's incredible
That someone so unforgettable
Thinks that I am unforgettable too


sometimes when jo and i are alone like when we are shopping or something it sorta just feels like we are married lol i know that sounds retarded but it isnt i mean i feel so close to him and everything o my god i just dont even know how to explain my love for him so i am not going to keep trying because i know that no matter what there arent enough words to describe my love for Joseph Michael Pieretti........


Well my mom and me arent really on good terms right now cause she is a retard lol and she was mad at levy or alec or somebody adn took it out on me what a weirdo lol
and my dad argggg we shouldn't even mention him but we all know that i am going to hahaha
...well okay thursday he calls me cellular phone ( haha that sounds so gay ) anyway he calls me and blah blah blah yadayadayada small talk small talk ....he told me that Lisa would "like" for me to be her maid of honor...first off I dont even know her last name and in order to be the maid of honor don't you sorta have to go to the wedding hahaha cause personally i was contemplating skipping out on this wonderful event .....arrrrggg so i told him i wuld of course cause i am a sucker and i was like well shouldnt her daughter do it though and he said no she is gonna be the slower girl lisa "just wants to include everybody in the wedding" alright so right there that makes me feel really important she is just sticking me in whatever position i can "fit" arrrrrggggg and levy is gonna be my dad's best man how cute and chumy i that? and i wonder if ehr kids are okay with my dad and her getting married???? well i dont see why they wouldnt be atleast they have got to meet my dad more than ONCE!!!!!!!!!! arrrrrrgggggggggg.....jo is gonna go to the wedding with me cause i will need some strength there to hold me up cause i already know i wont be able to take this......
okay back to my story i told me dad i would do it and i said well tell lisa i would be glas to do it and he had the nerve to tell me that he wanted me to tell her myself first of freaking off she didnt even ask me to be her maid of honor...but i just have to tell her i wil be how the hell do u bring that up first off i have spoke to her like once in my entire life and now i am supposed to just start some conversation
o hey lisa this is jeanette i just wanted to call and let you know i will be your maid of honor o and i gotta question for you what are your children's names????? better yet what is your last damn name aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

okay now that i have got that outta my system i am listening to this sone don't change i love this song everytime i hear it i think of me and jo because we arent with each other for looks or material things we are with each other because we have found that match to our hearts....mmmmmmm i fall in love with him everytime i look into his eyes not just at his beautiful face , or tall sexy body, or his cute sexy lil "hiney" gosh he is so sweet he has the nicest heart he would do anything to prevent people from getting hurt and he loves me o so much adn he cares about emand he isnt afraid to show it thank you joseph michael muahmuahmuahmuah
I love you more boobay so let us not continue this lil game let us just comprehend that i am right and you are wrong hahaha muahmuah
I love you boobay
later,
JNM

current mood: jubilant
current music: Don't Change

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6:32 am
Lately you've been questioning
If I still see you the same way
We gonna both physically change
Now don't you know you you'll always be
The most beautiful woman I know
So let me reassure you darlin that
My feelings are truly unconditional

See I'll love you when your hair turns gray
I'll still want you if you gain a little weight
The way I feel for you will always be the same
Just as long as your love don't change, No

I was meant for you and you was meant for me yeah
And I'll make sure that I'll be everything you need
Girl the way we are is how its gonna be
Just as long as your love don't change

[Verse 2]
Cause I'm not impressed, more or less
By them girls in the T.V and magazines
Cause honestly I believe that your beauty
Is way more than skin deep
Cause everything about you makes me feel
I have the greatest gift in the world
And even when you get on my last nerve
I couldn't see myself being with another girl

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
So don't waste your time worrying bout
Small things ain't relevant to me
Cause to my understanding your all I want and need
See what I'm trying to say is I'm here to stay
Baby, baby darling I swear that I,
I swear I ain't going nowhere no.

[Vamp]
You are my baby
Don't you change baby
I love you, got to know,
Yeah, yeah

I love you bubabui
muahmuah

jnm

current mood: sleepy

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Saturday, March 8th, 2003
10:51 pm - its been so long since iver written in here and its a shame i havnt
somethings you think wouuld be so much better when you get them and ten when you do you realize you had it perfect in thebeginning..thats how this job isworking out.. i hardly get to spend time with jeanette which makes things more difficult and tonight i shared things with her that i thoght i'd never share with anyone in my life. ad they would stay in my head until the day i die and im so lucky to ahve someone that doesnt judgeme look down on me and someone that makes me feel not so ugly....i love ymy jeanette : *

current mood: wishing

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Tuesday, March 4th, 2003
8:50 pm - a little bit o everything and a whole lot of loveeeee ; )
Well today was Pretty much ..well shit.. it was perfect..My bambino got me a HUGE card .. and ive never ever gotten one and it means so much to me that..she does care about me so much and i always know she loves me ..but it helps to remind me : )..and i lvoe her with all my heart and i hav to remind her by yelling out go 19 or damn 19 or 19 is a damn good kisser@!!!!!!woooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooo....jeanette must have written about 10 things in here and i feel so bad because i never ahve the time anymore but i have to make time..and i just love her with all my heart and even though she is upstairs asleep..i wish i could just run up ther and hold her my arms becauseeveryone needs that every now and then...and well i am going to go do that now.. because if i dont i will regret it......one more thing ive been looking for my tttoo on line but i cand find the coat of arms f my family.. oh yea i got to come home with my bambino because m mom forgot about me but things always workout perfectly i love you jeanette HERE I COME!!!


MUAH I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU N*A

current mood: anxious

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4:49 pm
1. What is your full name? Jeanette Nichole McLaurin

2. Marilyn Manson or Destiny's Child? umm I'm not realy into either but I am a lil bit scared of good ol' Marilyn

3. When was the last time you showered ? When I got home from the game tonight

4. What song are u listening to right now? nothing at all .....I need some silence lol

5. What was the last thing that you said? Alec hand me the remote

6. What is next to you right now? Puppy~Dog

7. What is your computer desk made of? wood

8. What are the last 4 digits of your phone number? 4078 and 0080

9. What was the last thing that you ate? a Mr.P's Pizza

10. If You were a crayon, what color would you be? Neon Green

11. Where would u go on your honeymoon? Anywhere that would make both Jo and myself happy
12. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? The love of my life Joseph Michael Pieretti

13. Do you have a lava lamp? nope

14. How many buddies on your list? 53 on AIM

15. How is the weather right now? it felt REALLLYYYY good today the HOTT weather is coming : )

16. Have you ever smoked pot? No

17. What did you do last night? hung out with my baby

18. Last person that you talked to on the phone? my dad : \

19 What are things that a boy/girl would have to have for you to go out with them? sweet and funny

20. Who do you admire? Krysten, and my brother because they both stand up for what they believe in without a second thought. my momma cause she handles pressure well she has been through a lot but she hasn't faltered once when i needed her....my daddy cause he is strong physically and mentally he has got to be the stronget of me my mom and my brother he always seems to have everything under control.... Jo because he is so well rounded I wish I could be more like him he has so much going for him but yet he is still modest not all B~I~G~H~E~A~D~E~D~!!!

21. Fave Bands? lots and lots and lots

22. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Yeah she is okay just playing love ya Buger

23. How are you today? a lil sad but at the same time happy ahhhhhhh what am i waht am i lol

24. Fave m&m? the ones WITH peanuts :]

25.Who makes you happy? my Family ...Joseph Michael...my friends....Funny people haha so I guess that means me too lol

26. Fave CD? Top Gun soundtrack

27. Dream date? well besides Jo I guess umm ben afflect

28. Nicknames? J...Jeanette-a-let....hardcore...Jos lil vixen ... cool guy... jeanetta....boo boo...Princess... nana...face.....beauty queen ( I love you dada)...monkey...net net...nat..ummm i think that is about it????

29. age, hair color and eye color? 16, dirty blonde ( with like one streak of erd right Jo lol) , and blueish green sometimes????

30. Do you wear contacts? 20/20 baby but i look really cute in glasses

31. Siblings and their age? levy -18 alec- 7 and well my soon to be step brothers and sister i don't even know : \

32. Who do you consider to be your close friends? Joseph Michael, Erin, Krysten ( so if you got a problem with her and her mouth u got a problem with me cause she is always there for me and I will be there for her....even if she isn't "always" 100% right.....just to clear that up for anyone that may be confussed) Jessica, Tahisha,Levy : )

33. What do you like to do? hahaha anything with Jo; )

34. What was the best advice ever given to you? STAND UO FOR WHAT U BELIEVE!!!!

35. Whats your dream car ? any truck with big tires : )

36. have you ever won any special awards? sharpest cadet at COLS : )

37. What do you want to be when you grow up? i wanna be a doc. or a psychatrist

38. What are your future goals? to graduate....to go to college..... to be happy to live a godly life... to marry my nutmeg...to have his children...( Molly Gray, Hailey Nichole, and Joshua Michael ) to be happy to make others happy too would be nice : ) to become a doc or psychatrist and to ALWAYS be the best daughter , girlfriend,sister, friend, and christian that i can be

39. Fave music? some of everything

40. Whats your favourite food? POTATOS

41. Who is the funniest person that you know? me hahaha nahh umm Levy

44. favourite month? July

45. Fav girls perfume? whatever I find when I go to put it on int he morning lol

46 . Fave guy cologne? nautica aaaaaaaahhhhhh

47. Do you like to dance? yup

48. Fast or slow? both but i am white so ya know i do the best i can under my limiting circumstances lol

49. If you could change your name what would it be? Summer

50. Whats your worse illness you ever had? umm i took this med. and i was allergic to it : \ and i broke out it was so itchy and ahh i itch just thinking about it lol

51. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? sometimes my Jamie

52. Have you ever been in love? yes I am RIGHT NOW AND FOREVER

53. What is the stupidest thing that you have ever done? ahh way to many to count on just one hand haha

54. What would you l your first daughter's name be? it will be Molly Gray

55. First son? Joshua Michael

56. Favourite drink? water being that it is all I drink

57. Do you like scary or happy movies better? depends on my company

58. On the phone or in person? in person is so much better

59. Night or day? night

60. Summer or Rainy days? summer

61. Lust or love? love

62. Kisses or hugs? i got a coupon haha right Jo????

63 If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my legs well nah i like my calves but my theighs ahhhhh jo likes it but i dont : \

65. If you could wish for one thing, what would it be? happiness to all
66. What is your favourite number? 19,7,13,3

67. If you were an animal, what would you be? a monkey

68. What do you belive in? true love, and that everyone is equa





S.u.r.v.e.y.

1. Name: Jeanette Nichole McLaurin
2. Birthday: July 13
3. Zodiac Sign: Cancer : )
4. Sex: girl
5. What time is it? 8:20

LAST PERSON WHO..
6. Slept in your bed: ummm Mary I am pretty sure
7. Saw you cry: Jo
8. Made you cry: me : \
9. Spent the night at your house: umm lets see mary??
10.You shared a drink with: Jo
11.You went to the movies with: Jo
12.You went to the mall with: Jo
13.Yelled at you: my brother cause I hit his car with my car door hahaha
14.Sent you an e-mail: Laura
15.Said they were going to kill you: umm yeah this would have to be levy lol he will say it but he won't let anybody else say it to me : ) gotta love him though
16.Said "I love you" and meant it? Joseph
17.Gotten in a fight w/ your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.? what is this asking if i got into a fight with my animals????
18.Been to New York? yeah over the summer but i went to the country and it SUCKS
19.Been to Florida? yup yup i love it there
20.California? naw but i wanna go my aunt lives there so i may go vist her one week
21.Hawaii? nope : \
22.Mexico? nah but i would like to go if i had someone with me that i trusted to translate
23.China? no but i would like to go there to WITH my OWN translator lol
24.Canada? nah
25.Danced naked? nope lol
26.Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day? no i some of my dreams seem so real i just assume that they happend hahaha
27.Got a really bad feeling about something then it happened? yeah : \
28.Stalked someone? NARK!!!!
29.Had a mudbath? no r they any fun?
30.Wish you were the opposite sex? only on certain days of the month
31.Had an imaginary friend? nah not that i remember
32.Apples or bananas? neither ewwwwww
33.Red or blue? BLUE
34.Backstreet Boys or N'Sync? umm backstreet boys i used to be OBSESSED with Nick Carter hahaha
36.Spring or fall? fall
37.Santa or Rudolph? Santa but I think Rudolph dos deserve more credit lol
38.Math or English? MATH by far
39.What are you going to do after you finish this survey? talk to my boobay as soon as he gets off work
40.What was the last food you ate? a mr p's pizza
41.High school or college? i enjoy highschool but i think i will be glad to be done with both
42.Are you bored? a lil lol
43.How many buddies are on? 18
45.Last noise you heard? PuppyDog barking ARRRRGGGGGGGHHH

ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS...
46.Laughs the weirdest? ... umm lets see i would have to go with ummmmbeth haha
47.Will grow up and be a model? umm I could see Erin as the model type
48.Going to have the most kids? krysten
49.Have you known the longest? Erin <3
50.Is the loudest? Krysten and Tahisha
51.Is the quietest? Jessica but she is just observing lol she is going to save ehr thoughts then tell them to me and tahisha haha
52.Do you have the most classes with? this semester erin adn krysten and jo they are all Tied : )
53.Is the weirdest? Tahisha she eats STARCH!!
54.Is the funniest? all of us lol
55.Is the moodiest? ME without a doubt
56.Can you tell most of your secrets to? Joseph
57.Do you usually go to about all of your problems? Joseph lately and I am getting so used to trusting a guy with my heart i love it and him : ) o so much

THE LAST FEW QUESTIONS...
58.Last time you went out of the state: Christmas to Tennesse to see me daddy
60.Things you like in a girl/guy: sweet funny cares respects and i aint even gonna lie looks are way important too
61.Weirdest thing about you? umm i dunno
62.Do you have a crush on someone? im in love with Joseph Michael
63.Do they know? o yes o yes he is in love with me too : ) and it feels so good
65.What's his/her name? Joseph
66.What do you think of ouija boards? ahhhhhh
67.What book are you reading now? someone like you
68.What's on your mouse pad? some air force thingy 69.Favourite board game? MONOPOLY cause I beat Jo's ass lol
70.Favourite magazine? umm all are good to me mostly lol depends on the stories
71.Favourite smell? Joseph
72.Worst feeling in the world? not being cared about or feeling like you aren't cared about : \
73.What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning? jsut 5 more mins and i will get up then I son't need "that" much time to get ready lol
74.Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters? Love em
75.How many rings before you answer? depends on where the phone is hiding : )
76.Future daughter's name? Molly Gray, and Hailry Nichole
77.Future son's name? Joshua Michael
78.Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate mmm mmm good
79.Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? sometimes
If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? anything as long as i help people
82.Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? righty
83.Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? most of the time I try to sadly lol
84.What's under your bed? scary scary stuff way to scary for me to look alone lol
85.Favourite sport to watch? football
86.What time is it? 8:47






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and go to mewing.net. laura = great.



buh bye now : )

JNM
I LOVE JOSEPH MICHAEL PIERETTI *ALWAYS*

current mood: sleepy

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4:13 pm - here is a thought
Okay well today at soccer a few girls were talking and our interesting conversation was .......... about being ~J~E~A~L~O~U~S~ over your boyfriend or girlfriend...and I just wanted to voice my opinion a little mroe in depth now......
I do get jealous when I see Jo talking to other girls and I am not ashamed to hide that because he is my boyfriend and I know good and well when another girl is flirting with him I am a girl I mean come on I am not RETARDED!!!!!!! And Jo is really jealous over me too... and I am glad becuase I know that he cares and it makes me feel good to know that he gets upset when other guys hit on me or whatnot because if he didnt care then does he really love me I THINK NOT!!!!!ex-freakin-actly
lol......I still have lots of friends that are guys now don't get me wrong but i don't need them calling me at night or coming to my house or me going out withthem or what the crack ever I have a boyfriend and if i want to hang out with someone then I would much rather spend time with the one that i am in love with ! And if you don't care enough to get Pissed when another girl that is obviously a "flake" is writing your boyfriend letters , calling him , going to his house, or maybe jsut "talking" to him then more power to you......but Jo and I are both truely happy with each other we don't need other girls ( in his case ) or Guys ( in my case) !!!!!!!!But hey if you NEED more than what you have than rock on....FLAKEBALL!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay now that I hvae got that all outta my system lol


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BETH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU : )

Happy birthday Girl ; )

We won our game today just to share......

Let's see what else big happened today ....O WAIT I KNOW!!!!

my dad called me and left a message on my cell phone saying that he needed me to call him when i got outta school today so I did and anybody got a guess as to what he decided to share with me????????? THAT HE WAS GETTING MARRIED
What the hell????????????????????????????????????????????????? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
wait no im not done yet AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Okay I think I am good enough to finish my story now : |
he has decided to marry some FLAKE in all senses of the word that he hasn't even known that long! She has 3 kids and not that, that bothers me okay so it does I am a spoiled rotten lil daddy's girl and I ain't cool with this shit of have "younger siblings" and yes I do realize this is truely selfish and petty...... but I dont want to hear a damn word about it from one single person becasue me and my dad have always been so close and I want nothing more for him in life than happiness....which is exactly why I am being "happy" for him .......

........I want him to except my love and respect the way I feel so therefore I respect his....but WHAT THE HELL!!!

I just wanna cry so bad and it sucks I always had this flimsy lil shread of hope that my mom and dad would get back together but now with this slut ( okay I don't mean slut but ya know I am angry bear with me ) in the way that can't happen and it sucks I want my family back god : (
The more I write the more I realize how selfish I am being it is all jsut so sudden to have somethign like this thrown onto a daddy's girl arrrrrgggggggghhhhhh I mean I am trying to grow up and realize that this is what makes him happy it just hurts cause now i feel like I am losing him : \


Ima go talk to Joseph that always makes everything else better : \



I love you Joseph Michael

<3
JNM
can't wait to be JNP

current mood: crushed
current music: sniff sniff

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Monday, March 3rd, 2003
7:08 pm - I love you baby
You are my world this is going to be really short because I want to talk to you sme tonight before I go to bed.............. I can't wait till we can spend the rest of our lives together : ) ahhhhhhhhh

Joseph and Jeanette Pieretti
doesn't tat sound perfect.....

yes?

I just wanted to say thank you because I have never had anyone that could ever make me feel the way that you make me feel adn you make me feel so safe and loved and cherisehd and most important loved and respected.....THANK YOU JOSEPH MICHAEL

I am yours always and always

chika chika chika muahmuahmuahmuah

::wedding kisses.......and just when you thought we were done.......cold kisses::

you make my world turn round

please never forget just how much i need you in my life as my boyfriend and my best friend : *

JN*P*

current mood: IN LOVE
current music: Joseph IMing me : )

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6:15 pm - my bambino
you are my world and without you id have nothing to live for..so please always be my world and what keeps me perfect in everysense of the word..nothing can compare to how much i care about you and how much i love you more than life itself...if you only knew....everytime i get a chance to look at you and admire you .. i fall for you over and over again and i fall deeper in love..it's those moments that are truly mine....i love seeing you and saying to myself..thats my girlfriend...she is all mine...thats the love of my life..the one that i can imagine spending the rest of my life with and you cant say that about anyone except that perfect someone that makes life fit for you that you know you can get through anything with..that person that you would give your life to spend one more second with them as long as you could look into their eyes that one second and hold their hands in yours and know that you gave your life for the most perfect moment in your life..and that it was more than worth it...

Jeanette you've given me feelins and a life that i could describe with words..its so unreal..in such a perfect way..you've given me so much and in time we can share even more together and i lovehearing your stories..so much so so so much because that is what made you .. you..and i love to hear them and most of all i love you so much its Hurts me so badly that i cant tell you how much i love you..do you know>?>

i love you jeanette nichole pieretti
and i cant wait to see you tomorrow...so that

i can fall deeper into love with you..ahhhhh

you are the love of a lifetime..my love of my life..

current mood: completed
current music: jeanettes voice in my head..ahhhh so soft and calming

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Sunday, March 2nd, 2003
5:48 pm - ahhhhhhhh
Well while I was waiting for my boob to get off work so that I can talk to him I signed back online and thought I would take some quizzes .....but before I share my sad sad answers ( lol)
Why is it that none of the answers ever really seem to fit well they dont fit me anyway lol am I the only one???????





find YOUR drag persona


and go to mewing.net. where all the men wear skirts.



hmmmmmm the british accent I am not so sure about lol but hey ya know....

I think I am going to fill out some suvery's or something ahhhhhhhhhh I am bored lol

Who are you?
1) First of all, how old are you? 16
2) Do you believe in reincarnation? umm no
3) Would you rather be deaf or blind? deaf i can't stand not seeing stuff..if i cant hear atleast i can still know what is there ahhh big fear of not being able to see!!
4) If you found out your best friend was gay/lesbian, what would you do? still love them i mean come on they are my best friend
5) Do you consider yourself a good listener? yes
6) Would you rather be short or tall? short Jo likes it and i think im cuter short
7) Would you rather be overly happy and poor, or overly wealthy and happy? overly happy and poor i would never give up happiness for money
8) Would you consider your relationship with your parents bad, okay, good? good most of the time lol like the typical teenager
9) Do you like to dance? yes
10) Are you shy to ask someone out? YES
11) Do you like to talk on the phone? yes
12) Would you rather go on a walk or watch tv? walk
13) What's your dream honeymoon place? anywhere warm with Joseph Michael
14) What would be the first thing you'd change about yourself? my feet haha I have big feet
15) Do you think boys or girls have it easier? BOYSSSSSSSS
16) If you had a round-trip ride in any time machine, where would you go? To talk to Ernest Hemmingway he amazes me
17) If you could be invisible for a day, what would you do? be a fly on all walls haha
18) Do you like Adidas, Nike, Fila, or Reebok [or any other brand]? they are all okay i guess i dont havea fav.
19) If you could change your name, what would it be? ummm summer gray
20) If you were in a theater and someone was crying, would you laugh? sadly i would have to say most likely
21) Have you ever thought you were going to die? yes
22) What's the hardest thing about growing up? losing some of your childhood friends
23) Have you ever gone skinny dipping? Would you ever? no and yes can't wait i have plans to this summer haha
24) What little unknown talents do you possess? ummmm i am not really sure i will have to think about this one
25) Would you eat a bowl of live crickets for $40,000? yes i probably would lol
26) If this Saturday, you could do ANYTHING you wanted, what would you do? go to the beach with Joseph and not work : \ lol
27) What's the worst word(s) you know? the N word I hate it
28) If there would be one thing about yourself that you could change, what would it be? haven't I already answered this ???
29) Have you ever wanted to run away? Run where? yes anywhere
30) What's your worst fear? dieing alone and not being able to see anything but black ahhhhhh
31) What is your dream car? a truck with big ol tires; )
32) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? sometimes my Jamie
33) Have you ever felt you were in love? I AM
34) If you were stranded on a deserted island with one person, who would it be? Joseph without a doubt he is all I would need ever ever
35) What is your favorite color? Blue
36) What guy/girl do you want more than anyone else? Joseph he has been there for me through so much
37) If you could be any animal what would you be? a monkey they are cute
38) What is your favorite gum? any kind i am addicted I dont need crack just GIVE ME SOME GUM!!!!
39) How do you eat an Oreo? I eat the inside and through the cookie away
40) Do you eat chicken fingers with a fork? no
41) Do you eat the stems of broccoli? i dont eat it at all ugghhh
42) If you could do anything to the person you hated most what would it be? i try not to hate
DOB: 07-13-86
Sex:Female
Height :5'2 maybe 5'3
Hair Color: dirty blonde
Eye Color: blue and green i guess that means hazel huh?
Location: here?
School:SNSH

Pets: casanova, and my 2 fish
Dream Job: one where i would get paid to sleep haha
Fav Music:it depends on the moment
Fav Movie:sound of music
Fav Food:potatos
Fav Subject: math
Fav Sport: umm i dunno
Least Fav:umm yeah once again not sure
Fave Month: july
Fave Holidays:all of them are GREAT : )
Fav Toothpaste:whatever kind i aint but so picky lol


ahhhh the boredom is still here hahaa

Full Name: Jeanette Nichole McLaurin
Nicknames: boobie,J, Hardcore (haha), boo boo, big bones, jos lil vixen ,
Hometown: Rocky Mount
Croutons or Bacon Bits: ewwww neither
Favorite Salad Dressing: umm the red kind lol
Have you ever gone skinny dipping? nope
Do you make fun of people: i would rather not say i am a really nice person and i try not to lol
Have you ever been convicted of a crime?: Nope
Best online friends: you mean friends this is gay lol
One pillow or two?: 5
Pets: my bunny and my two fish
Favorite Type of Music: all kinds really except rock and heavy metal stuff
Hobbies: talking laughing, SLEEPING, different stuff ya know lol
Dream Car: big ol tires on a truck
Type of Car you drive now: escort
Words or Phrases you overuse: suck a dick lol well today atleast
Toothpaste: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Favorite Food: potatos
Online Crush: once again GAY!!!
Current Boyfriend/Girlfriend: current lol that sounds bad too ......but the answer in Joseph
Piercing or tattoos?: yup got my ears pierecied twice in one ear and three times in teh other and my belly button
Most romantic thing that ever happened to you: Joseph without a doubt just everything about him and us : )
Do you get along with your parents:yeah
Favorite town to chill in: anyone really
Favorite Ice Cream: Choc.
Favorite Soft Drink: Water only
What's your bed time: whenever i get tired ???
Adidas, Nike, or Reebok: whatever looks cute at the time
Favorite Perfume/Cologne: whatever smells good at the time i "borrow" my mom's a lot lol no matter what she wears it always seems to smell good to me : )
Favorite Song at the moment: work it ; )
Least Favorite Subject in School: SCIENCE!!!!!
Favorite Sport to Watch: football
Most humiliating moment: lots and lots lol i am weird
Loudest person you know: krysten
Craziest person you know (or silliest): my brother Levy
Favorite Holiday: all of em
What do you look for in the opposite sex?: mainly someone that actually cares and treats me like i deserve to be treated
Things I've learned from life: don't be stupid
ICQ #: what????????
Favorite number: 19
Favorite color: blue
Greatest experience in your lifetime: Joseph he is truely the best thing that has ever happened to me : *
Why are you here on earth?: to help i am positive
Who means the most to you?: my momma dad brothers step dad Joseph , and friends all of them lol
Drinking habits: i don't drink
Favorite Quote: tomorrow is another day ......AND I'M SPENT!!!!


............

High school graduation year: 2004
Favorite relatives: most of them time all of them lol
Summer memory: i have a great summer umm i think the best one is realizing that i am worth it
Favorite TV shows: gilmore girls and anything mtv lol sadly yeah i am into the whole mtv thing
What's on your mousepad: some Air Force thingy
In the car- ac or windows: Ac
Do you believe in yourself:yes but it is great when other people do too
Favorite game: monopoly cause I beat Jo's ass!!!!
Favorite drink: Water
Favorite cigarettes: i dont smoke and never will it gives me a headache to even be around it : \
Favorite sounds: Jo telling me he is in love with me
Favorite smell: jo
Worst feeling in the World: being alone and sad and scared and feeling like it is all your fault
Best feeling in the World: knowing that you deserve the best and that you are a wonderful person and that you shouldnt be made to feel otherwise
Favorite thing to do on a weekend: hang out with my boobachay
Favorite soundtrack: top gun
Where do you see yourself in 10 years: married and a doctor or psychatrist with children in a beautiful house with Joseph Michael and being called Jeanette Nichole Pieretti
First thought in the morning: just 5 more mins
Do you get motion sickness: not unless i read paper back books while i am riding down the road
Rollercoasters- deadly or exciting: exciting
How many rings before you answer the phone: depends on where it is lol
Future son names: joshua michael
Future daughter names: molly gray and hailey nichole
Are you a good friend: yes i am told so lol
Chocolate or Vanilla cake: chocolate
Thunderstorms cool or scary: cool but sometimes they get scary i aint gonna lie lol
If you could meet one person in the World, who would it be: Ernest Hemingway
What is your zodiac sign: Cancer
What do you wear to bed: hahahah differnet stuff
Guys- If a girl ever asked you for the shirt on your back, would you give it to her? being that i am not a guy i wouldnt know lol
Girls- Would you ever ask a guy for his shirt? yes in fact i have a lot of Jo's haha
If you could have any occupation when you get older, what would it be: doctor or psychatrists
If you could dye your hair one color, what would it be: i dunno
If you could have a tattoo, what and where would it be: the bottom of my back in the middle and i am not positive as to what i am going to get yet
Have you ever been in love: I AM
What's on your walls in your room: posters, awards, clock, shelves, tack~board
Is the glass half-empty or half-full:half full
Pick a song that describes yourself or that you can relate to: Bitch
Which do you prefer- Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese Doritos: cool ranch but i popped off a bracket the other day so i am gonna leave them alone for a lil while : \
Favorite flavor Snapple: ewwwwww
Which one, Coke or Pepsi: neither
Which kind of milk is your favorite: the white kind?
If you were to kill someone, which method would you use? i dont like to sit around and ponder how to kill people lol
Are you a righty, lefty, or ambidextrous: righty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: most of the time keyboarding and computer classes are sooooooo easy ahhhhh lol
When you meet a person of the opposite sex, you notice their:height
If you could be one gardening tool, which one would it be: je ne sais pas
What kind of shoe would you be if you had an option: an ugly one so that people wouldnt want to stick their nasty feet in me lol
What's under your bed: ahhhhhhhhh the terror
What's the best number in the World: hahaha i refuse to answer
Who is your biggest crush right now: my nutmeg
What type of Shampoo/Conditioner: whatever is in the bathtub with me lol


ima go talk to my babbbyyy muahmuah

I love you Joseph with all my heart

love,
JNM

current mood: bored
current music: the clock making all kinds of ding dong noises lol

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4:38 pm - you know what really really annoys me???????
People that are annoying, stupid, mean, obnoxious, nasty, sluty, and LAZY!
HAHA
So I am sure that this makes you ponder where this may be coming from haha well okay here goes I just got outta work , I got to work with Erin yeah : ) ... okay so where was I now... we had to work till close and it sucked cause we had to break down... and see my whole thing is if i see someone doing something and I am not doing anything then I offer to help them.... and yet obviously that slips some people's minds along the lines of being NICE!!!!! ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGG
Laziness is okay cause ya know hey I have my lazy days too ...but I mean dag if somebody is doing something I don't just sit there and act like I have no hands or feet haha
Anyway enough of this crap.....

Alec is sick again : \

::ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG::

my nutmeg and I watched Tuck everlasting this morning before I went into work and he ahd to work today too at ummm 4 i think but i had to go in at 12:45 doesnt that suck who goes in at 12:45 not 12:30 not 1:00 but 12:45 hahha what losers

I am gonna go shave my legs cause we got a soccer game tomorrow and plus ya know I got weightlifting and all so wearing shorts gets a lil dangerous when you dont shave lol well I will probably NOT write more tonight lol cause I am gonna watch Gilmore Girls that is such a great show ......
Yeah ..........

and then I am gonna take a bath cause I smell like food : \ ugh and int he mean time I am going to think about my boobachay...........





MUAH MUAH : *

I love you Joseph Michael



love always,
your lil vixen
JNM

current mood: dirty
current music: Gilmore Girls

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6:40 am
I LOVE MY NUTMEG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


IM ABOUT TO GO GET READY FOR WORK NOW ILL WRITE MORE LATER



JNM


MUAH MUAH I LOVE YOU BUBABUI

current mood: awake
current music: STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

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